I absolutely love this post. Bill Bowen sure is brave and bullheaded... usually in a good way. I really hope things will settle down for him and start working out better.
~Witch
i got to reading a few old posts and could not resist reading one of bill bowen's old posts.
just a reminder of what he put himself through ................ i went to the meeting tonight to check out things in the local congregation.
this spiritual paradise is showing a few cracks.
I absolutely love this post. Bill Bowen sure is brave and bullheaded... usually in a good way. I really hope things will settle down for him and start working out better.
~Witch
as you all may remember, i left the organization 4 years ago - never df'd, never dissassociated, just left.
my parents initially tried everything they could to get me to come back but to no avail.
they've never really shunned me because we still talk on the phone, but seeing that we live on the opposite coasts, i've only seen them once in 4 years.
Good luck with this. I really hope it all works out for you.
~Witch
i guess i am still a newbee here.
i havent posted for a while.
i am having some problems yet agian in my life.
Here, I just did a quick search. I found a few that might be helpful...
http://www.geocities.com/bni_jgk/mainpage.html
http://www.angelfire.com/ri/edsm/index.html
http://www.palace.net/~llama/psych/injury.html
Let me know if you need any more assistance.
Peace,
Witch
i guess i am still a newbee here.
i havent posted for a while.
i am having some problems yet agian in my life.
Hi there,
sounds like there are a number of things going wrong for you at the moment. Your daughter cutting herself is scaring you pretty bad, huh? Well, from what you said about why she does it she is doing what I used to do. I was a self-cutter back when I was a teen. There was so much pain and stress in my life, I felt like I had no control over what happened to me. Everyone else had power to change things or to do what they wanted but I had none. I used to just cry and cry at night, fall asleep crying. My tears stopped eventually. I was all cried out. I couldn't cry... at all... for any reason. Shortly after that I started cutting myself. I would make relatively shallow slashes in my forearms and lower legs, sometimes many all at once. I used broken glass, razors whatever. Partly i was trying to let the pain out... no tears, so the next best must be blood... right? Partly I was taking control of something, my body. I could make it bleed and I could make it sting and hurt. I could starve it too. Often times cutters have eating disorders too, but not always. Your daughter needs help, she needs help from someone who knows how to treat cutters, self-mutilators. Failing that, someone familliar with or focused on eating disorders would be a heck of a lot better than nothing. I will try to find some websites or something on this for you.
Feel free to email me at; [email protected]
I would be happy to offer you any help I can on this. It was scary for me, I just shudder thinking about my kids doing it... must be awful.
Blessings,
~Witch
as witnesses, we were admonished to never look at horoscopes because they are demonic.
many jw's that i knew of would not even look at a fortune cookie because they could be "demonized".
i read my gemini everyday.
I am a Goat in the Chinese lunar calendar.
My sun sign is Gemini.
My moon is in Leo.
My rising sign is in Libra.
I'd have to look the rest up, I'm afraid.
~Witch
good morning to you all, .
so my only bit of post this morning is a letter from the elders, i've been doing battle with them for a few weeks over arrangements for a judicial committee.
well, anyway as expected they "will not enter into any correspondence" nor will they allow a friend to attend the meeting with me but they will meet on friday to finalise the matter!
Show up with your lawyer. That's what I'd do.
~Witch
okay here is a list for anyone who might be interested.
i am willing to let these go for shipping cost, though if something is really worth big bucks i'd appreciate it if someone would let me know just because i can use the money.
these are available to non-jw's only, and i will only sell if you post a message to that effect.
I would like the books... I like to verify things, that I remember them correctly.
Thanks
~Witch
well, things aren't going the way we would like.
my son ended up having to go and talk with the "family services" dept.
today.
((((((((((((((((((((((((Jessika)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I am so sorry you are going through this. What a mess. You are obviously a wonderful mother, you tried to protect your son from all the ugliness. I wish, hope and pray that you will get a tremendously positive outcome in all of this.
Love,
Witch
http://www.hcac.org/billpics/picture.htm .
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unsolicited pictures of my life... view at own risk!.
Well, I am Pagan... we have a tradition of marrying AFTER fertility as a couple has been tested and proved. *GRIN*
~Witch
http://www.hcac.org/billpics/picture.htm .
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unsolicited pictures of my life... view at own risk!.
Hmmm... could be Vampire has some Kenshin link up... I don't know....
sorry!